i had nearly forgotten that i had this account. i happened to come on to look up how to draw wings and perhaps people. alot has happend in the past few months I finished high school got into university and more notably fell in love, but I ruined that. eventualy i think i will be able to fix it, right now i think i need to be with someone else though.

also the impossible happened my best friend who I would do anything for, the guy who he himself said was back stabbed by all his best friends stabbed me in the back. he ruined my relationship, I only blame myself for not being able to restart it when i had the chance. now i hate him. if he died i would dance on his grave. He had his chance, twice i gave him a second chance at her and he all he did was throw it out the window.

well, i hit another emo phase but its alright ill live. i think i might get over this one pretty quickly actually. I wrote quite the poem but it was a gift so it probably wont be posted. I've decided to take up playing guitar, its something Ive meant to do for years now but i think its time i do it this Friday i get a paycheck that should allow me to buy said guitar, i plan to play every day, currently i draw every day and work out every day. i have a friend who wants to take up the bass if he does maybe ill start a band, then i can put my mad poetry skill into writing song, eather way I'm going to learn to play guitar and write songs.

"if i knew Picaso i would buy myself a gray guitar"